OnE vErY lOnG qUeUe...
Stress has found me.
Tears are queuing up to be released into the wide world.
It all seems too much. This PhD seems too much.
(But hey…what’s new?)
I respect my friends who are on the same journey as me.
They must feel the same.
And the ones that have been previously (also respect, but not as much as the first group, because let’s face it… they have graduated already…joder)
Maybe they had also these moments.
And I feel bad that I wasn’t there with them.
That moment.
That exact moment.
Because now I need to cry. And I need a hug. A pep-talk. A sensible word.
Someone telling me it is good. It is ok. The tears and the work…both ok.
Because it all seems so pointless.
But no one is here
Because we are all busy struggling...
Tears are queuing up to be released into the wide world.
It all seems too much. This PhD seems too much.
(But hey…what’s new?)
I respect my friends who are on the same journey as me.
They must feel the same.
And the ones that have been previously (also respect, but not as much as the first group, because let’s face it… they have graduated already…joder)
Maybe they had also these moments.
And I feel bad that I wasn’t there with them.
That moment.
That exact moment.
Because now I need to cry. And I need a hug. A pep-talk. A sensible word.
Someone telling me it is good. It is ok. The tears and the work…both ok.
Because it all seems so pointless.
But no one is here
Because we are all busy struggling...
posted by DutchBirdie at 3:07 PM
4 Comments:
It is good baby! Excellent! as you would say. You are doing an exceptional work. Don't cry pls. Maybe at this moment whatever I can say is a "moo point" (Joey dixit). Worthless. Because the most important thing that I am supposed to do which is to be next to you, supporting, hugging you, giving you a shoulder to cry. But I can't. I am sorry. I really wish I can be with you and, showing to you that I really care about you. Nobody else do. But I promise (I PROMISE) you that I'll do something. The only thing I can tell, is that you are on my thoughts and prayers everyday. You can do it. You can. You can not give up. You are not a quitter. That's one out of the 10000000 reasons I like you.
you are ABSOLUTELY fabulous!!! and that is the one and only reason why i wanna be with you! i know u wanna be here, but u can't...as if u have a choice...
it doesn't matter bebe. sometimes life is difficult. no worries, i'll be better tmrw...
Yesterday and tomorrow don't exist. Today, now, is here. Today is the day you have feel great, be energetic. Well, maybe now it is evening, probably time for going out. On the other hand, if you are terribly stressed can come here, where the grass is green, the sun is shining (a lot) and the girls are not that pretty as you.
SMILEEEE! (i just talked to u on phone, so now u know how f**** up we all are...) :)
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