My butterfly net
You know, sometimes I’m wondering what to do with my life. So, I finished secondary school (my parents were sooo proud) including a re-sit (not so proud suddenly…). I went to Utrecht and finished the optometry degree (again, I didn’t feel any pressure to finish that in 4 years…took a bit longer as well…but still proud parents). Then I finished the Masters degree in Manchester. And now I’m getting closer to the day where I might be called Dr Byki.
But then what?
I’m scared to be honest. Have no clue what to do next! Actually, I’m not scared of the possibilities. They seem endless, and I’m feeling great about that! I’m more worried about the routine. That really scares the shit out of me. From nine to six. Being a number. No individuality. No creativity. Just being happy that you can go to sleep at night and go out in the weekend.
It sucks. It sucks for me. I’m almost thirty and I hate routine. But it’s looking around the corner and it's getting closer…
I hope I can catch it soon with a massive tranquilizer gun and a butterfly net! I'll beat the hell out of it ;)

But then what?
I’m scared to be honest. Have no clue what to do next! Actually, I’m not scared of the possibilities. They seem endless, and I’m feeling great about that! I’m more worried about the routine. That really scares the shit out of me. From nine to six. Being a number. No individuality. No creativity. Just being happy that you can go to sleep at night and go out in the weekend.
It sucks. It sucks for me. I’m almost thirty and I hate routine. But it’s looking around the corner and it's getting closer…
I hope I can catch it soon with a massive tranquilizer gun and a butterfly net! I'll beat the hell out of it ;)







5 Comments:
f*&^%$, dont talk about what to do in life, plis...i cry every f**&%&% day....thesis, love life....everything sucks....
BUT WE WILL SURVIVE, nanananaaaaa (im trying to sing here...)
I am not scared of the routine, in fact, you can make a lot of a routine. I can go run everyday, go to the gym, etc... I love the routine ;)
Besides "The routine" is funny (Ross & Monica)...
Hi Saaaaan
No tears..comon...you can DO it!!
I hope your almost done...just remember, its almost overrrrrrr. And my parents are praying for us!!
Besos
he girly,
you always say: You can do it! to others...
Now i'm saying it to you:
YOU CAN DO IT!
believe me; I've had the same problem but now (oke, 5 years later) I'm fine... (I think)
And heeeee, going to the pub every night sounds like routine as well...
dikke kus!
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